Well, one of the reasons why I have not been blogging for some time now is because I was genuinely busy. I know it can't be an excuse but it seemed like I had lost my writing ability trying too hard to settle my career...
Being from a strictly middle class (not as rosy background as media portrays) has its own fallacies....one of it is that you put too much of efforts in trying to make life better for you and your family. Maybe because you are insecure about your future....or maybe because you are not used to get anything too easily...
Whatever it is, I had been working my ass out to get through toughest phase of my life...in no way I am trying to say that I did something special....but I just want to say it was genuinely tough 2 years for me where I tried hard to be perfect because I simply could not afford any more mistake in my life.. ( details in separate post :-P )
After coming out of it all successfully, I just want to take a break to relook at my life, to relook at myself, to give time for my relationship, to decide on the best way to bring some balance in life....
A break does not mean the engine is stopping....it might just mean the driver has stopped the vehicle to ask for directions :-)
